RED-LETTER LOVE
The Best Bloody Love Story
Me, myself and I let's die together in black tuxedos!
A one of a kind suicide mission. We’ll take it slow and steady, It won't matter what people say. If they call us crazy they are not far from the truth after all, life is hazy and our gaze is drowsy. We can't see the Light these Christians brag about, we can’t feel the Master’s touch they feel, we can’t understand the great RED-LETTER LOVE story they keep telling us about, we are tired and we don’t want to survive this thing called life.
So, first, we will shoot ourselves in the leg, second, we will cry out the pain; because we know it will hurt. Third, we will sing our dirge then we will blow our brains out. Dying alone is not a problem, It’s a lonely world. Alone we came, alone we don't mind to go. This is insane to those Christians but we like it here in these thoughts to kill me, myself and I. They call it a stronghold but we call it our haven.
Life is happening and we can’t happen to life in return. Unforgiveness, bitterness, want for love, growing up; being a twenty-something. A certain void, heartbreak, uncertainty of who we are, a lot is playing a match in our head and it is not even a draw. We are ready to die in the game with our dreams, we are ready to kill the vision, we don’t like ourselves, and people don’t like us.
Come to think of it what was the creator thinking when He made our boobs small? Why did He bow our legs? Why can’t we dance? Why can’t we be loved? Why are we rejected? Why do we call lust, love? Why are we always victims? Why is there a hole in our whole being? Could it be these Christians told the truth about the great RED-LETTER LOVE story? But where is the logic in a Father giving up His only son to be nailed to a cross to pay our debt with His blood all for the sake of LOVE, no bills on us?
“For God so loved the world that He gave His one only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life” John 3:16(NIV). This is the same old and ever-new RED-LETTER LOVE story that those Christians never stopped telling me of. I am glad I ended up believing Jesus died for Me, Myself and I(I mean all of me!), I am glad I saw the Light too, I felt the Master’s touch and understand more every day the great RED-LETTER LOVE story.
This LOVE buried all the thoughts of suicide, all of my mess, and my unworthiness, and made all of me new as His blood washed me completely clean! This was and always is the best bloody love story, one that will always amaze me; that a man will lay down His life for me, myself and I. This is LOVE that can never be forgotten, the LOVE to remember, the LOVE story to share with everyone and anybody. The LOVE I am sharing now with you, the LOVE I once believed, still believe and will always believe the great RED LETTER LOVE story!